For The Life of Me

Category: What’s on my my mind.

  • Disgusting!!

    I almost never get “political” these days, because I’m tired of being accused of being a “snowflake” or something worse. I hate labels on people I really do. No one is a “snowflake” or “radical” or “conservative” in their own thinking, and no one should be judged for an opinion and I’m sick of what…

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  • Smoldering

    So, as I’ve tried to tell several people, I am quite literally on a knife’s edge of a breakdown. I know all the signs, I’ve been here before. It’s been forever, but you just don’t forget how being on the edge feels. I know some of y’all might think I’m just being a drama queen,,…

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  • Heavy

    Ever have one of those days where you would happily set the world on fire just to watch it burn? Try havin’ a week straight of that shit. It just keeps comin…like the freakin energizer bunny of negativity. I lied to some good friends last night because…well the truth is a bitch. Someone said that…

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  • Lost keys….

    They say the key to any relationship…friends, family, or otherwise…is communication. They say to the key to a healthy body is exercising and eating right. They say the key to a happy soul is giving. They say the key to a happy mind is to keep learning new things, and be aware of what makes…

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  • Unfucking Myself

    Step 1. Admit that there is a problem.Step 2. Identify the problem.Step 3. Reassure myself that I am not the problem.Step 4. ” “Step 5. ” “…Step 1,119. “Get a job.”For further steps, refer to steps 3-1,118. I don’t know what song it’s in but there is a song that has a lyric that goes.…

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  • Peace

    Late nights-early mornings, that seems to be my time lately. I feel so peaceful, so calm…it’s like the world is mine, and everything is right with it. Some mornings I’ll turn the TV on, or listen to music, but this morning the only music I need is the sound of the katydids chirping away. This.…

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  • The price of dignity…

    So I came across this post on Facebook tonight that asked if you would stand naked in front of your “3rd mention” for $1,000 a minute for five minutes. Are.You.Fucking.Kidding.ME? I am blown away by the fact that someone would actually do such a thing. To me, personally…. It’s no different that a form of…

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  • Shattered Glass

    What in the blue hell has happened to me? I remember not so very long ago I was a total badass. (Or was that just in my head?) I would roll with the punches of life, bobbing and weaving like Ali vs Frazier, pulling myself up by my bootstraps when life knocked me down, because…

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  • Dishes and Penises

    The following conversation occurred last night while I was doing the dishes…. Me: Squeezing the dish detergent bottle angrily. “See, dammit, this is why I don’t get the cheap shit.” Him: “What’s your issue?” Me: “The damn nozzle is clogged with this cheap ass dish detergent.” Squeezes it angrily in his direction. Him: “Stick something…

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