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This time…
Read more: This time…Hi guys n gals..it’s been a hot minute. So I got a question for ya…have you ever fallen for your best friend? I think I have..and I’m scared to tell him because I’m scared it will mess up our friendship. We are so close and it’s obvious that he likes spending time with me as…
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When will I learn.
Read more: When will I learn.I haven’t posted here for ages. For that, I apologize. So much has happened. Let me start by saying that I haven’t posted because I thought I found what I needed. Someone to share my life with..to start over with. I thought I did t need this thing anymore…I thought I had everything I ever…
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Enough!
Read more: Enough!Ok, this is liable to turn into a full blown rant, and for that I apologize. I’ve been holding it in, holding it back for a very long time….. Ok, So we all know that I’m living with my “foster dad”‘s family’s house…what you don’t know is his wife has a daughter with certain disabilities.…
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Rewind..
Read more: Rewind..BOOM. Self-destruct. It’s what I do best. So there’s this guy that came across me on Instagram. Ever fall for someone without them saying a word? Yeah…it’s like that. One look at him, and I was gone…and I fought it so hard. Right up until he shared a vid of him and his little girl…
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Have you ever?
Read more: Have you ever?I haven’t done this in quite a while…so bear with me, I kinda forget how it’s done…. Have you ever made love with the rain pouring down?Dripping off the leaves of the trees as you touch and kiss. Heard the sound of a lonely wolf cry for it’s mate,While wrapped in the arms of your…
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Ok, I think..
Read more: Ok, I think..Ok, so it’s been a while since I touched on the subject of growing up…but here goes… “Chapter 2” Making a dragon…. So, I’ve spoken here about abuse a bit. The truth is a bit hard sometimes…but..here goes. When I was 5, mom married my step-dad, I hated him on sight. I know what you’re…
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And so on..
Read more: And so on..Ewwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! I am so damn tired of it all!! Am I gonna quit? Fuck no! We’ve already established my “bring it on, hit me more” attitude…but damn, how about a knock out punch already you son of a bitch? That’s all for now…I’m just tired..(sighs)
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Almost..not quite though.
Read more: Almost..not quite though.Alright life, you absolute heartless son of a bitch…you almost had me…again. I was almost ready to give up. Fuck off. Try again. You’ve sent me obstacles and temptation before but nothing like lately…the past six months have been struggle after struggle..obstacle after obstacle. I’ve made wrong choices..I’ve made wrong decisions…but. I’m.. Still… Standing… So…
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Peace..
Read more: Peace..I came to a sudden realization today with one text message…it was nothing most people would consider mind boggling or eye opening in what it said…anyone could have said it… It was how it made me feel. Teddy bear…oh God babe….you’re it. What I don’t think I made clear in the post about going to…
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I suck.
Read more: I suck.This sucks, he sucks, we sucks…. So, Saturday night, “teddy bear” texts to tell me he’s not well. Meh..big deal, right? I basically told him I was sorry to hear it (I was) and went about my evening. Yesterday, around noontime, he textes me again…he’s got Covid…not just Covid, but pneumonia from it. Ok, now…